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Why So Quiet


Hi everybody!

As you know, I have been struggling with fibromyalgia for the past 5 months. It has been an eye opening experience in many ways.

When my daughters and I returned from Greece 4 years ago, we all had a lot of healing to do. While there, I learned who YHWH is.  Without influence of churches,  Internet, and personal opinions for many periods.

I felt very close to YHWH.  So close it  broke my heart to leave my special spots next to the Aegean Sea. Especially the spot where I found the stone which  carries a message within its letters upon it.

Upon returning to the land I was born in, the 4 of us felt lost, sad and had a difficult time trusting many.  I did not feel YHWH for quite some time. Not the way I did in Greece.  However, He always let me know He is there. And truth be told, I rebelled quite abit while I tried to hold strong for my 3 daughters.  I cried a lot of tears missing what was left behind. Much like Lot’s wife. I understand that story now. I understand it to my core.

So as I have been home these past 5 months, we lost 2 beloved pets that were very intertwined in our lives. We have dealt with numerous doctors and SSI, etc. Nothing takes the pain away.  It is worse instead of better.

Now many may say, YHWH struck her down. And maybe He did. Either way,  I have gained quite a bit of insight within this time period.  From deeper understanding of the spiritual war and how I can easily fall into the adversaries traps and tricks. I have been able to fully forgive a few people in my life. Including my biological mother, who now knows The Name and uses it.  And all this has happened because I was struck down.

I never get angry at YHWH.  I only got upset when our pets each died rather suddenly.  But I also can grasp the lessons within their lives with us. That was my flesh crying in selfishness of wanting them to live longer for our pleasure.

I thank YHWH every day for allowing me to see many of my downfalls and weaknesses.  Not to mention where I hold onto pride and ego. The woman who held strong for the majority of her life has to be humbled some more. Washed clean. Some of the scrubbing really hurt, and some still hurts, but I will accept this new journey.

As Minister QuietBuck always tells me…it’s time to slow down, we aren’t 20 anymore. That truly is my biggest battle. For it is extremely difficult for me to depend on others. Even typing this on my tablet, my hands shake and double tap many times.  Something that is new to me and quite honestly, if I let it, would frustrate me to a grand degree. Instead I quietly fix the errors and continue on with the post.  Patience.  A great lesson Mrs. QuietBuck tends to battle quite often.

So, these are the reasons I have been quiet here. How can I aid anyone if I can’t aid my own spirit? Walking through this with YHWH always on my mind and trying to figure out some puzzles He has me trying to solve,  keeps me away for a brief while.

I am being humbled in more ways than one. I wouldn’t trade it for the world!



There are those of you who are walking the lonely path with YHWH. Remember, you are a light in the midst of a world filled with darkness. You are loved and needed. The path is one of endurance and obedience mixed with faith. As our ancestors before us, we must proclaim the beauty of YHWH,
His wisdom and mercy. It is not in vain.

In His Service,

Oh for the glory of YHWH, I shall not be weary!

Glorious Day

Hi all!

Today is a glorious day in YHWH. Every day is a glorious day in YHWH!!!

As many of you know, I have been battling Fibromyalgia. It’s been quite the journey this past 3 1/2 months as I never know what type of pain day I will have when I wake up each morning. I feel blessed, nonetheless. Last night we bought a 3 wheeled walker for the house and today came my wheelchair.

This morning, I returned home from an appointment, and as I parked our car in the garage, along came the Fed-Ex man. Perfect timing! I can honestly say, I never thought I’d be excited about getting a wheelchair. Mind you, it’s not a FT mobility item. Rather it is for when we go out food shopping or on errands and we know we will be out for several hours. I cannot trust my legs anymore nor my balance with my legs getting ridiculously tired so easily now. Once I start using it, I plan on learning to do wheelies! Oh yes I do!

Okay, maybe not right away, but the thought sounds fun! For even as I type this, my neck feels like it is on fire,my fingertips feel as if I placed them all on medium hot burners while the Incredible Hulk is squeezing my palms and dare I have the energy to scream “MERCY!!!” So perhaps wheelies won’t be my first attempts. (Maybe in the next week or so…Oh Yes!!!)

See, what I am learning about this fibrowhosamacallit, is that it shows random behaviors. It can behave itself or it can flare up into full tantrums. It can burn like fire, or cut like a knife. It can smack you upside the head or hit you with a baseball bat. It can walk away gracefully or come at you kicking and screaming. It does what it does and through all its colors and faces, each person has learned to carry a strength inside to deal with it. I try to carry a smiling face with a smiling voice. And like everyone, sometimes just trying to smile can be very painful. And here is where I am grateful. For YHWH is perfect. He has made each of us. He has given us each free will. To love Him or love the world. I have chosen Him. And because of that, no matter the pain, I still feel and have a freedom inside me that overtakes any pain and any situation. I can burn in pain, as I am right now, and instead of getting upset about it, say thank you for allowing me these experiences. Experiences I would not have if I were perfectly healthy. I get to explore a new way of living now. And know what? I thought I would be scared and upset, but I am not. I know I have YHWH. It is those who don’t know Him that I pray for. For it is better to know our Creator and be handicapped than to be in perfect health and not know Him at all.

YHWH be with you!!!

Here is a video I made this morning after watching several Fibro videos. One young man in particular touched my heart…as this is not a fun disease, he helped me to connect possibly how long I have had this. It’s funny how we do realize things, but they don’t sink in until something hits a nerve or spark inside that says….Oh…Yea, I forgot about that!!! Well, this young man set off a series of memories of High School and the pains I had not only in gym class but even outside of school at friends etc.

YHWH works through anyone and anything,and I thank Him for pointing out a few things for me today through that young man!

Many Ask…

We get asked this question a lot, although the information can be found on our Ministry page, we do understand not everyone can go through every page here, so hopefully this will help.

YWHW Bless.

Given to Change?

Given to Change

Jeremiah 23:25-28
I have heard what the prophets said, that prophesy lies in my name,
saying, I have dreamed, I have dreamed.

How long shall this be in the heart of the prophets that prophesy lies?
yea, they are prophets of the deceit of their own heart;

Which think to cause my people to forget my name by their dreams
which they tell every man to his neighbour,
as their fathers have forgotten my name for Baal.
The prophet that hath a dream,
let him tell a dream;
and he that hath my word, let him speak my word faithfully.
What is the chaff to the wheat? saith YHWH.

As we were born into a world that is given to change, and YHWH changes not, we must boldly proclaim His Word and His Word Only!  That which He has given mankind to hold onto.  Yet few truly hold to His Word and run to and fro with anything that appears of YHWH.  And that, my dear friends, is the warning here.  If it appears of YHWH, but is not, does that please Him or dishonor Him?  For there is much that appears pure and holy, yet is of sheer evil.  The star of David is a great example! And the cross is another great example!

We must also not forget that languages have aided dramatically in the changes we adhere to through today.  In fact, the original language was pictures.  Ancient Hebrew with its picture-letters tell the story so it is easy to remember. The original language was an amazing masterpiece of artwork to behold, yet today it gets discarded as if it didn’t mean much. Pictorial embraces the facts through visual, so the mind’s eyes can truly see the meaning and the story.  YHWH in Pictorial is a simple yet profound “picture” representing  His Hand and Arm covering and protecting His people.

Think back to when you were a young child learning.  Did not pictures tell you the story?  Anyone in the world can see a stick figure and know it is a person, or a stick drawing of a tree with branches and know it is a tree.  A bird, a cloud etc.  So why did we allow words to alter our perception?

Because… man stepped in, guided by the adversary, thus our ancestors followed.

Joshua 24:15
And if it seem evil unto you to serve YHWH,
choose you this day whom ye will serve;
whether the elohim which your fathers served that [were] on the other side of the flood,
or the elohim of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell:
but as for me and my house, we will serve YHWH.

In our house, we do not add any vowels to the Name YHWH.  For as it was engraved in Stone and found in scrolls, it was 4 characters.  From the pictorial to the Paleo Hebrew to the English alphabet YHWH.  Simple as that folks!


So who thought it so lovely an idea to hide His Name, to make it unspeakable and turn it to nothingness?  Who altered His Name so they could be the “secret” holders?  Altering it so the true vibration of His Name could not be spoken amongst common men and women? Those whom sought to steal their way into heaven, that’s who!  They whom believed/believe they are more righteous than the average person.  Yes, we’ve all been duped to such a high degree and believe you me, this continues through today.  For the pact was made for generations.

Well, we are here to fight against these evil doers.  To proclaim the Word of YHWH to all whom will listen and heed His call.  To alter His Name in any way, shape or form is an abomination unto Him and is blasphemous!  Shall we not heed His warnings or shall we follow the footsteps of those whom made a pact to hide His Name from the world?!?  We prefer not to disrespect our Father in that aspect, nor shall we follow the doctrine of devils that have become common practice today.

One thing that is for certain, Satan is having a field day with this “Name Game” he has been leading for quite some time now. And many have fallen into the snare of it all. For if it is on the net,in a book, or a Rabbi states it, or a pastor etc, it somehow must be real!

Running with the first things the eyes see and somehow the spirit or heart said…”Yes” to, has made many stand still in their walk, rather than move forward. How many are testing all spirits when it comes to YHWH? How many are just assuming it is of YHWH? In a world filled with deceptions, is it not wise to test, as scripture states so you won’t be counted among the fools and tares? Does YHWH not know that the enemy of souls is doing all he can to make everyone bow to him and not YHWH? And does not YHWH know how many will fall into the sparkling flattery and trickery Satan has to offer? Utilizing pretty photos with scripture printed upon them…with many different Names to represent YHWH? How does one choose? How does one know? For while one seeks, Satan is also seeking to steal you away….thus presenting before you many beautiful ways of deceiving you through mans studies and findings, through fables believed to be of YHWH and changing a most beautiful Name into nothingness.

Ecclesiastes 12:12
And further, by these, my son, be admonished:
of making many books there is no end;
and much study is a weariness of the flesh.

Malachi 3:6
For I am YHWH, I change not;
therefore ye sons of Jacob are not consumed.

At this time, many are being consumed by all the versions being utilized throughout the internet. Rather than depending upon a box with a keyboard to teach one the truth, why not go to scripture! For within Scripture, all answers are given. If one does not have scriptures with YHWH in it, but the all familiar G-d, L-RD, etc within its pages, just retrain your brain with YHWH!
(Warning: Don’t lean on the countless interpretations of how to pronounce it) YHWH will guide you and the difference will amaze you! Grab a concordance, utilize the internet for referencing, as a dictionary if you must, but study past what someone else has found and seek root words and key meanings for yourself. Let YHWH open your eyes to see HIM and allow Him to close your eyes to all the fables Satan has lay before you!

Amos 8:12
And they shall wander from sea to sea,
and from the north even to the east,
they shall run to and fro to seek the word of YHWH,
and shall not find it.

Daniel 7:25
And he shall speak great words against the most High,
and shall wear out the saints of the most High,
and think to change times and laws:
and they shall be given into his hand until a time and times and the dividing of time.

YHWH consistently speaks against other elohim’ names being spoken from our lips.

1Peter 5:8
Be sober,
be vigilant;
because your adversary the devil,
as a roaring lion,
walketh about,
seeking whom he may devour:

Exodus 23:13
And in all things that I have said unto you be circumspect:
and make no mention of the name of other elohim,
neither let it be heard out of thy mouth.

Leviticus 19:12
And ye shall not swear by my name falsely,
neither shalt thou PROFANE the name of thy Elohim:
I am YHWH.

Ezekiel 39:7
So will I make my holy name known
in the midst of my people Israel;
and I will not let them pollute my holy name any more:
and the heathen shall know that I am the Holy One in Israel.

Erase all you have been taught. Clean the slate and give unto YHWH what belongs to Him and stop feeding Satan. That wimpy dude just snickers at us all anyways, so…stand up, stand tall and prove him WRONG! It’s easy to do when obedient to YHWH!

Listen to what YHWH has to say!


Let YHWH speak to you!
Listen to His Words! Meditate upon these verses
and let the Spirit teach you!
For the reward is great to those who listen to YHWH
and adhere to His Words.

Jeremiah 32:27
Behold, I am YHWH,
the Elohim of all flesh:
is there any thing too hard for me?

Zechariah 13:8-9
And it shall come to pass,
that in all the land, saith YHWH,
two parts therein shall be cut off and die;
but the third shall be left therein.
And I will bring the third part through the fire,

and will refine them as silver is refined,
and will try them as gold is tried:
they shall call on my name,
and I will hear them:
I will say, It is my people:
and they shall say, YHWH is my Elohim.

Leviticus 18:21
And thou shalt not let any of thy seed pass through the fire to Molech,
neither shalt thou profane the name of thy Elohim:
I am YHWH.

Isaiah 42:8
I am YHWH:
that is my name:
and my glory will I not give to another,
neither my praise to graven images.

Isaiah 43:10
Ye are my witnesses, saith YHWH,
and my servant whom I have chosen:
that ye may know and believe me,
and understand that I am he:
before me there was no El formed,
neither shall there be after me

Isaiah 44:6
Thus saith YHWH the King of Israel,
And his redeemer YHWH of hosts;
I am the first, and I am the last;
and beside me there is no elohim.

Isaiah 45:21
Tell ye, and bring them near;
yea, let them take counsel together:
who hath declared this from ancient time?
who hath told it from that time?
have not I YHWH?
and there is no Elohim else beside me;
a just El and a Saviour;
there is none besides me.

Jeremiah 1:19
And they shall fight against thee;
but they shall not prevail against thee;
for I am with thee, saith YHWH,
to deliver thee.

Jeremiah 9:24
But let him that glorieth glory in this,
that he understandeth and knoweth me,
that I am YHWH
which exercise
and righteousness, in the earth:
for in these things I delight,
saith YHWH.

Jeremiah 15:6
Thou hast forsaken me, saith YHWH,
thou art gone backward:
therefore will I stretch out my hand against thee,
and destroy thee;
I am weary with repenting.

Jeremiah 23:30-32
Therefore, behold, I am against the prophets,
saith YHWH,
that steal my words every one from his neighbour.
Behold, I am against the prophets,
saith YHWH,
that use their tongues, and say, He saith.
Behold, I am against them that prophesy false dreams,
saith YHWH, and do tell them,
and cause my people to err by their lies,
and by their lightness;
yet I sent them not,
nor commanded them:
therefore they shall not profit this people at all, saith YHWH.

Ezekiel 6:13
Then shall ye know that I am YHWH,
when their slain men
shall be among their idols round about their altars,
upon every high hill,
in all the tops of the mountains,
and under every green tree,
and under every thick oak,
the place where they did offer sweet savour to all their idols.

Ezekiel 11:12
And ye shall know that I am YHWH:
for ye have not walked in my statutes,
neither executed my judgments,
but have done after the manners of the heathen that are round about you.
(Tis the season right now! Who will listen to YHWH?)

Ezekiel 12:15
And they shall know that I am YHWH,
when I shall scatter them among the nations,
and disperse them in the countries.

1Corinthians 8:3
But if any man love YHWH,
the same is known of him.

James 1:12
Blessed is the man that endureth temptation:
for when he is tried,
he shall receive the crown of life,
which YHWH hath promised to them that love him

Hebrews 12:7
If ye endure chastening,
YHWH dealeth with you as with sons;
for what son is he whom the father chasteneth not?

Luke 10:22
All things are delivered to me of my Father:
and no man knoweth who the Son is,
but the Father;
and who the Father is, but the Son,
and he to whom the Son will reveal him.

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